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blueh3arts @ 2009-09-17T17:48:00

2009-09-17T23:05:37Z

I have so much on my calendar for October I am already dreading it! End of the month I will be spending a week with the Linze's while Dana and John go on their honeymoon. With the money I plan to get new tires which I need very badly.

My Mom is in some serious shit. The tax guy she has had for years took her money and didn't file taxes at all for the last 5 years. All the sudden she started getting a levy from the State of Iowa. They are taking every single check and my Mom is about to lose everything. She called the tax guy and he hastily slapped together some returns and filed them, signing her name in the process. She doesn't know if he did the same with federal but I am betting he never filed, or did the same thing just this month. Not only did he forge her name, he had lost all my Mom's information and punched in false numbers in the returns, making it look like after all the inflated deductions, she only made a net of $1,500. Soooo on top of this levy, she is now getting audited. They won't lift the levy until the audit is complete which could take weeks, maybe months. She has a new tax lady who is trying to file amended returns to get the levy lifted in the mean time so my Mom can at least pay the bills.

The problem with the audit is it's for the last five years and my Mom lost almost all receipts for her business when our roof was ripped off in that horrible storm last spring. She can prove it through pictures and the fact she got a settlement from insurance, but it complicates everything.

But this asshole is not only facing serious jail time for fraud and forgery of official State documents and possibly Federal, but my Mom has very solid ground in suing his pants off. Andddd he supposedly does the tax stuff "on the side" His main job is a partner in an investing firm. Who knows how many people he has ripped off to drive his fucking Hummer around town.

And I bet he is republican :)

bahhhh

2009-09-08T23:30:52Z

Seriously... what the fuck is wrong with you dim-witted, backwards thinking assholes???? The republican cup is overflowing with hypocritical bullshit. Parents were on the news talking about how they didn't want their children hearing such things from the President.
What? Setting goals? Staying in school? ohh was it the part about trying reach beyond your circumstances to become something better and not using it as an excuse to hold you down and acting out badly?? Or maybe you just can't stand the idea of your kid standing up against kids who bully others. Yea

Fuck you, you fucking son of a bitch.

This Speech was amazing. I wish I had heard something similar when I was a kid. Before I dropped out because of fucking bullies.

This whole health care debate is also pissing me the fuck off. How is helping Americans who can't afford health care get it, going to ruin our country for fucking ever?

Fuck you.

People who protested Bush were unamerican and if "they didn't like it they could just get out" People with pickit signs I could understand and I wouldn't be pissed about. But if Bush gave a speech to school kids and ANYONE had blocked kids from seeing it, omfg you would have shit yourself.

What you are doing isn't democracy. You are trying to scare dumbshit people into thinking Obama is doing shit he really isn't doing.

There won't be death panels and you know it.
Obama's speech wasn't pushing a partisan agenda and you knew it!!!

Sorry for the language but this shit is pissing me off to no fucking end.

blueh3arts @ 2009-07-10T16:51:00

2009-07-10T22:19:02Z

Today there was a horrible thunderstorm and I was supposed to make BBQ chicken but ran out of sauce. Not wanting to leave during the downpour, I made ghetto BBQ sauce using ketchup, A1 sauce, and liquid smoke. Funny thing is, no one complained or noticed.

I am all moved into my new apartment. I like this one much better. The bathroom is a closet and has zero storage which is a pain, but it's got stained glass windows, wood floors, huge kitchen, and a much better layout. All for only $5 more a month. :)

I haven't really been online. I barely check my email or myspace or any of that. I have a few blogs I like to check out but as far as social networking goes, I've retracted myself into my own little world. But, I'm pretty happy. There are a few things I'd change. For example I'd like to make some local friends that I can go do stuff with. My sister is notoriously unreliable. I missed the New Found Glory/Bayside show in Chicago because she didn't feel like going. I've tried a couple times to make friends but it never works out. Doesn't help that I am painfully shy when I meet people. And I absolutely refuse to get Twitter. I refuse to become "twitterpated"

The one thing I've done alot of lately is play WoW. Jessalyn is now lvl 70. I know it's lame and dorky to most of the world but I don't really care. It's cheap entertainment and I spent time with Justin. I meet interesting indivduals on there.

I know that through the past few years i've gone on dramatic highs and lows. Trying to find who I am, where I'm going, working out past issues, etc. But I feel like I've finally got a plan in place, roots growing in. Right now I want to save up to buy a house I can fix up. Maybe I'd like to own my own business. What that is, idk. Maybe I can find one of these old churches they have around here and fix it up to be a movie theater. Have nights like "Kung Fu Mondays." and "Friday night Horrors" But I will probably end up running my own daycare seeing as I know that business in and out.

I miss California soo much! Jenna will be 4 tomorrow. I was sad I couldn't visit this summer.

Thank god.

2009-05-16T21:04:30Z

blueh3arts @ 2009-04-04T11:34:00

2009-04-04T17:08:20Z

I went to the New Kids on the Block show and had SO much fun. I recommend it if you want just an entertaining show and you feel like being dorky. I mean the songs are nostalgic for me and ridiculously awesome. Carrie won tickets right next to the stage so we were so close. I can't find my camera charger so all I have is cell phone pictures :(

I can't believe I still remembered the words to alot of the songs! I was like 7 when I was into them and I had the sheets, the dolls, the stage, the cassette and vhs tapes lol. They danced but not the moves they used to. Alot of sweeping arm movements, twirling, and two stepping.

And Jordan sang Give It To You from his solo try which I have always loved. I honestly think musically it was very catchy but the lyrics were so horrible it could never really blow up the way it should have. My sister and I still talk about how if you listen to Justin Timberlake and Jordan Knight's solo stuff, Jordan was ahead of his time. Timberlake just had better lyrics and a better producer.

Okay enough boyband fodder... I am 26 no longer 16.

I have been following Obama's visit to Europe and I am so damn proud to be an American. I know the media has been critical. but they have been having to really reach. Comparing Bush to trying to feel up Angela Merkel to Michelle warmly putting her arm around the Queen is ridiculous. Obama is so what we needed. I think by the end of his first term we will see our nation is a completely different and better place.
And our first lady. What a ridiculously classy lady. If you didn't see some of the amazing things she said here it is:

blueh3arts @ 2009-03-28T16:22:00

2009-03-28T21:32:17Z

For the life of me, I don't know why I have done this.
They didn't deserve it, period. No "but this is for the best."
I am the ruin of their heart.
It was at the last hour that I pulled out my knife.
The feeling of regret is overwhelming me more than the urge I had to do it.
I did it because of a future I saw in my head. Not because of anything that happened.
That's fucked up.
It was a preemptive strike against misery, but it may have caused more than it prevented.
Only 15 minutes away, but never to be seen again.
What the fuck Jessica.
I have said this many times in here, but here is the undeniable proof; I am a horrible person.

blueh3arts @ 2009-03-06T00:19:00

2009-03-06T06:36:22Z

It was almost 70 today for the first time in months. I felt like myself again.
I've been thinking about California alot. I loved driving fast with the sunroof down and blasting upbeat music.
I get so scared driving on icy roads I try to avoid it in winter, and I missed driving around with no destination.

What sucks is Bamboozle plans look dead completely. Instead? Well... I purchased New Found Glory/Bayside/Set Your Goals Chicago tickets as well as New Kids on the Block. Kinda a strange combination, but they are playing here and my new friend Carrie invited me. I was a huge fan back in the day (meaning 7 years old) NKOTB sheets, dolls, yea the whole thing.
I may go see Howie Day next week just because I miss live music so much. Last live band I saw was Fall Out Boy last September.

I also miss having crazy colored hair. Everyone I know hates it but I feel so fucking plain with blonde and brown. I should do what I want right?

My sister is trying to thrust the whole Twilight series on me. I think if I were younger I'd be all over it but seriously, they glitter in the sun? It's the Jonas Brothers of vampire novels. You don't hate it but you know there is so much better out there. How can one go from Anne Rice to Stephanie Meyers?

Pink Dolphins

2009-03-03T04:37:52Z

Oh yea, they are real. It's actually an albino dolphin. Friggan awesome.

blueh3arts @ 2009-02-28T17:17:00

2009-02-28T23:37:19Z

This year was supposed to be all different. I started in such a different place, that's for sure. Trying not to let guilt and fear of loneliness consume my life is hard!
Here is what I learned so far:

I can make the most delicious cupcakes from scratch
Bill Cosby stand-up beats all modern stand-up hands down
Guys really are that predictable
I really am that gullible
We can have a President I can be proud of
Netflix is 1000 times better than cable and a fraction of the cost.
British period films are always worth the time (happy love struck sigh)
The Office, while not being the next Arrested Development, is really as good as they say
Coraline is worth the exceptionally high ticket price.
What Fastball's "The Way" really means
Frank West is so fucking bad ass. (okay I may have already known that)

And what Steve Martin ironing a kitten has to do with this post I will leave up to interpretation.

blueh3arts @ 2009-02-12T14:34:00

2009-02-12T20:43:47Z

So at work I decided to do flashcards with the kids. I knew they were sick of the ones we had been using, so I dug in the back of a drawer and found a pack of spanish/english flashcards from the 80's I knew this group hadn't seen. I start doing it when one came up showing a group of women/damas, and the following happened:

Me: What's this showing?
Them: People!
Me: Well yes, but what kind of people?
Them: *crickets*
Me: Okay, are these men?
One nearly 4 year old girl: No Miss Jessica, they're happy.

Kids are awesome.

blueh3arts @ 2006-12-18T09:38:00

2006-12-18T17:39:59Z

This is now friends only because of fucktards that roam the universe. If you by any chance want to be added, you're going to have to ask me personally.